#anyway am i a little delirious rn yes

[cartoon-buffoon]

Late night, can't sleep, am bored. I'm gonna list off YouTubers that I watched growing up and some words on them.

Newscapepro—I can do a full rant on this channel/Corey alone and I'm devastated he privated or possibly DELETED his Minecraft roleplay series. I loved all of it, undertale, BATIM, FNAF, all his MC roleplays and minigame videos. The newscape team was a key part of my childhood and I still follow Unicomics, Ashlie9596, Nick, and Jon now that they are doing their own things (the first 3 still play together which is super nice). I'll forever miss those old videos (especially the FNAF ones, I miss bittybab and Uni as lolbit/Funtime Foxy).

Popularmmos—Pat & Jen were like parents to me and seeing them break up was devastating. I laughed to their videos all the time and they always cheered me up, so glad Jen is doing well for herself rn and although Pat went off the deep end for a bit he seems like he's doing okay although I'd love for him to return even if it doesn't look nor sound like Jen will. Him alone would make me happy.

VanossGaming/The Banana Bus Squad—Yes, I was an edgy little fuck, still am, shoot me. Anyways, yeah no all these guys were great (expect for Pablo and the bunny), they made me laugh just as much as Popularmmos yet their videos were obviously a lot more adult oriented. Thanks to them I developed a similar sense of humor to the stupid shit they did/said and my favorite crew members gotta be Marcel and Wildcat to this day, I do love Moo and Terroriser though yet both their jokes/bits were always hit or miss yet when they hit THEY HIT!

H2ODelirious—Adding him separate from the Vanoss crew as he was the only one who made content by themselves without the Vanoss crew that entertained me. If we're gonna be technical delirious is my absolute favorite crew member yet by himself is where he shined. His and Toonz' friendship is also by far one of like the most wholesome things ever and even when they'd yell at each other their camaraderie was unmatched and the chemistry made delirious' videos a joy to watch with Toonz in them. As I said before delirious also by himself is where he shined because he's a total goofball and sometimes stupid while also being incredibly witty and funny. His GTA character model of a clown perfectly represents him because he juggles the stupid and clever perfectly, still watch him to this day (proud member of the delirious army)

Dorkly—As stated before I was an edgy fuck and them video game parodies were as edgy as ever back then. Sonic for hire particularly was hilarious to me and I still characterize a lot of Sonic characters but their for hire counterparts and the phrase "Fryin' and Buyin'!" Lives in my head rent free. Not much to say

Tony Crynight—Fnaf animation man.... The FNAF animation in question being the one that was a love triangle between Foxy, Mangle, and chica where chica maims mangle. Honestly I do not regret watching those videos at all as they are genuinely better than half the movies I've seen in my life.

Balena Productions—This channel is on the list because he made mother fuckin' SONIC ZOMBIES! FUCKING SONIC ZOMBIES! Ong, Knuckles & Espio are still better gay representation than most of the shit they be putting in TV and movies. I absolutely loved the Sonic Zombies series when I was young and watching it now some of the jokes still do hit despite them being from a bygone era.

Jacksepticeye—This was his super high energetic era and I remember binge watching his happy wheel videos 3 times over, the entire series. Safe to safe I absolutely loved Jack and although I stopped watching him he holds a place in my heart as one of my favorite feel good YouTubers who were upbeat and wanted to bring joy for the sake of joy. And of course the "*WAPOOSH!* TOP OF THE MORNIN' TOO YA LADDIES!" Is legendary for a memorable intro.

Markiplier—wasn't a giant fan of Mark yet I did undeniably watch him growing up and binge a lot of his videos. Him being the king of five nights of Freddy's is obviously unforgettable and I also watched him during his "energetic era" where his montone and dull start of the videos would devolve into him getting overly into the game he was playing. So cool to see what he's done since then and now he's directing a movie, it's awesome.

FusionZGamer—was and still is the goat of FNAF content. Consistent uploads and is still getting scared for the sake of our entertainment. Not exactly as entertaining as Jack or Mark and he's obviously a more of a niche YouTuber but bro has been doing what he's been doing for awhile and found his audience. Kinda moved away from him for a bit yet I still go back and watch some of his older videos or binge his newer stuff as he hasn't changed a whole lot, he still plays horror games and cracks jokes whilst not actually getting in the way of gameplay, he knows when to be quiet and I appreciate that. A lot of YouTubers don't know when to shut up and appreciate a game and it's tension/moments yet he usually does and can wait like 3 seconds speak his thoughts or make a joke. Will say tho in his recent videos he do be getting a bit more wild yet I appreciate it as he started off not very family friendly yet moved more towards not cussing yet he's been getting a lot more loose with it. Whatever he wants to do he can do it though, just saying it seems like he's comfortable doing more stuff now.

That's all I can think of, this actually tired me out & goodnight?

[ssreeder]

ohmygod ohmygod ohmygod it’s HAPPENING this is NOT a DRILL

anyways I’m in bed hacking up a lung and delirious on cough medicine, so this leekie reaction episode is brought to you by Rikodien, our sponser for this evening :D

saw the chapter title and instantly began mentally rubbing my hands together like a greedy little gremlin I’m so EXCITED

oh shit not the suicidal sokka era… man pls just *kachow* back together like an overstretched elastic band bc codependency is wayyyy better than this shit come on dude

okay but like… sokka taking on zuko characteristics due to zuko being out of commission was Not what I expected, and yet I cannot say it’s entirely surprising

“I’m fine” GIRL YOU ARE LITERALLY IN THE MIDST OF A MENTAL BREAKDOWN

“Sokka wouldn’t do anything to hurt anyone” AANG. AANG. PLS I KNOW YOU WANT TO SEE THE GOOD IN OTHERS AND THAT YOURE A PACIFIST BUT. A A N G.

toph my bestie, the loml, an actual angel, yes INDEED why DOES sokka want to murder quon surely there’s a REASON

uh-oh.

not the zuko situation… rasu baby pls hold strong I Cannot have you being captured

aang. it’s times like these where I have to take deep breaths and remember you are 12 years old bc otherwise I will SCREAM

actually side note, but I would be really interested to hear 1. your feelings on iroh 2. your feelings on iroh IN THIS FIC, bc I personally am not a huge iroh fan for a multitude of reasons (sorry not sorry) so I wanna know how I’m supposed to read him in this universe (also just love hearing your thoughts and opinions but also no I don’t we’re divorced shut up)

thank GOD general how has some brain cells fr

suki is the real mvp of this chapter, she has the patience of the saint I honestly could never. FINALLY THE TRUTH YAYYYYY IM OH SO HAPPY TO HEAR SOKKA FINALLY TELL THE TRUTH

goddammit. why are they teenagers the emotions are just always so HIGH ugh I hate hormones. suki was doing so well ;-; (I don’t blame her or anything but DUDE COME ON)

aang and sokka friendship >>>>>

FUCKINF FINALY SOLKA IS GOONG TO ZUKEO OMGBG

ykw I’m just gonna leave those typos. I think they accurately convey my excitement.

sreedie. istg if pt 1 of the zukka reunion is sokka just WATCHING THROUGH A WINDOW IM GOING TO MURDER YOU

oh thank fuck he’s through the window. love you sreedie <3

not iroh just observing sokka go feral as a picture of absolute passivity lmao

okay I know this is a serious moment but I’m really enjoying the liab trivia night that sokka is hosting rn

I am actually,, extraordinarily pleased with how this chapter went. so uh.. no notes (ignore the several hundred words of notes above)

my heart was POUNDING and now I need to rest and recover. love ya sreeds <3

LEEKIE YOURE SICK?!?! (It’s been like almost two weeks so I hope you’re better) the audacity.

I think it’s hilarious how much of a reaction that title got heheeeee I’m funny.

Sokka spent 90% of RIA trying to get Zuko to stop doing what Sokka is spending 100% of ITF doing lol. It’s called progression damn it

Oh gosh my thoughts on Iroh? I don’t know where to start. I kind of want you to read Iroh how you want in this fic & see if you can figure out my feelings about the man from that? Hmmm? Call it… playing hard to get ;) ((just because we’re divorced doesn’t mean we can’t still play games))

Some people were mad at Suki for leaving after Sokka told her everything but seriously she is like what? 16??? Lied to & manipulated by someone she cared about & then told pfft there’s someone else. Nahhh girls allowed to have hurt feelings & she is allowed to want to bitch slap Sokka for that. (Just because Sokka is hurting doesn’t mean he gets to hurt others sorry buddddddyyy)

Hahaha Sokka did a really good job being there for Zuko but a terrible job keeping their closeness a secret haha: <3

LEEEEEKKKKKIIIEEEEE ok I don’t love you because you’re a lightbulb smashing ex wife but I do hope you’re feeling better & if now I’ll toss some soup through your window <3 (ok I still love you byyeeee)

[lesbienneanarchiste]

Almost made a joke about fighting my internalized cringephobia but to be emotionally honest with y'all, if 2020 has taught me nothing else, it's that who gives a shit if some rando online thinks your blog is cringey or ridiculous. Or your fandoms or ships or the kind of fan content you create/reblog. I know we went through that whole 'spark joy' thing I while back but I think it took 2020 as a whole to like... Get that into my brain in a more tangible sense. The highlight of my May (April? Maypril?) was inventing two lotr OCs with @nonbinaryaragorn named Haemir and Haramir who are trans Gondorian twins and become Faramir and Éowyn's adopted kid sisters after the war of the ring. Other people are gonna think that shit is cringey! But guess what! I love those funky teenage girls! I went in the Eskel tag the other day and fell in love w someone's OC they invented to marry him bc they want him to be happy. I have an entire tedtalk about the character of Marian from the 2006-2009 BBC ""historical"" show Robin Hood and how the writers failed her at every corner lingering in my drafts even tho the show's been off air for almost 12 years and is not Good Film. Camille did a gifset of GLEE every day this year and I'm so proud of her even tho I did bully her about it but mostly I'm impressed.

I guess my point here is that I sometimes get caught up in this idea that "I like that post but I don't wanna reblog it bc I don't want other people to be like wtf bro that's embarrassing for you" and that's so stupid! We're on TUMBLR, people!! Everything we DO is embarrassing!! Let go of your shame and embrace being chill about things you like and think are cool/interesting!! Reblog the content that would inspire this panel:

Maybe Gd weeps but I don't! I'm having fun bro and I don't get a lot of that these days!

[seijorhi]

asks :)

sorry for being a little mia yesterday/today - i’m bad at answering stuff :(

Were the team like "Meian we have an idea for a team bonding exercise hear us out" or was Meian's idea? A way to get their manager undercontrol before they got the team in deeper trouble? Did Meian get his turn??

I love your stories!

people seem to have fundamentally misunderstood the ending of unprofessional. when meian said the others were coming, he meant they were comin’ for their turn with their pretty lil manager 👀asdfgfcghjhjkl no, but meian was definitely on board with the plan - it might not have been his idea, but he certainly wasn’t objecting. it’s for the good of the team, after all. 

and thank you!

Sakusa walking alone with manager-chan: it’s free real estate

where is the lie??

IM INLOVE WITH THE NEW FIC😭 I JUST FINISHED MY EXAMS AND IT WAS GOOD REWARD I LOVE I LOVE ITTTT😭😭😭

ahhh thank you bby!! and i hope your exams went well!! i’m sure you kicked ass!

POOR LITTLE MANAGER CHAN. I never thought anything could make MSBY boys hotter, but mean!Meian takes the cake~ I want him to act like the good guy after all this is over, to pretend to be the one looking out for their dear sweet manager, all the while he conspires with the boys behind our back 😊

y’all should know better than to trust any man in my fics. meian would 100% stay back to ‘clean you up’ and take care of you. he’ll be the one making sure you don’t neglect your duties, while also making sure you’re not being treated too roughly by his boys. mostly. well, you can take it.

THE MSBY FIC IS SO GOOIID. Would u mind me asking what’s gonna be ur next fic?

bold of you to assume i know the answer to that

I love the idea of Sakusa getting to stake his claim first. Sending the rest of the boys a couple of pics. You snooze you lose! It was the perfect opportunity, how could he not take advantage? I for one would have probably got in his car like a naive idiot!

This is one thing about your fics I love. There is so much side plot and nuances we can explore. I dont know how to describe it, I just love the depth! Plus the smut is hot as hell 💕

sakusa might not film it, but he sure as hell ain’t against sending some pics of the aftermath, just as a less than friendly reminder of who you really belong to. out of all of them, i definitely think he’s the most possessive. 

and i’ve joked with some of my moots before that i am incapable of writing anything, much less smut, without throwing in a fuckton of backstory, even if i don’t actually write it all in. it’s always fun to write about tho, and i get super excited when somebody picks up on a little thing and i get the excuse to ramble on about it a little more! anyway ily, thanks for the ask!

not me laying in bed, staring at the ceiling, thinking about Tomas, Inunaki and Meian having their turn with me 🧎🏼‍♀️

i was tired and wanted the fic posted but rest assured anon, it happened

I just wanna say your protectivecop!Daichi makes me feel things I didn't know I had but also physician!Ennoshita getting quite handsy during the hour where he's helping you stretch and I'm just .... whoa like I would love to have Ennoshita look after me and also Daichi 🥰🥰- @itishebihime-samaforyou

hhhh i don’t write nearly enough ennoshita.... or actually... none at all, which is a disgrace! because yes!! he’s just so sweet and calming isn’t he? you trust him. even when his hands touch places you don’t think they’re supposed to, even when they linger, squeezing, he’s just doing his job, right?

Settle Oikawa bringing his perfect little family to his games and showing them off before the crowd and his opponents 🥺

he’d have to trust you to behave before he’d let you do that ;)

On the wiki page it says Osamu, with enough provocation, gets angry and physical, and spews profanity. Led to me thinking Osamu's poor gf trying to break up with him for some reason, she's moving away for school, he's getting too clingy, or letting atsumu's hang around too much and being a bit creepy, or what ever. Just GF saying enough is enough we should move on and Osamu, sweet chill Osamu just going apeshit. It would be terrifying!

angry atsumu is one thing, angry osamu is a whole other ballgame! but yes, he’d lose his shit, you’re not going anywhere and you’re sure as fuck not leaving him.

rhiiiii 🥺 would the soulmate nastyboy miyas ever show you a smidgen of kindness? like the thing thats coming to mind for me is if reader was delirious and sick with a fever or something and she was in a lot of pain and they like 🥺 did one ☝️ nice thing in their horrible little miya lives

(I ask this because I have an infection in my jaw thats making my wholeass head hurt and I’m pretty mmmmm sick rn, so I’m mindlessly daydreaming about evil miyas being Nice™ to my heavily-medicated ass AHFIAHHD)

first of all, i hope you’re doing okay bby! please take care of yourself, gets lots of rest - i’m sending you all the love!!!

secondly, absolutely! don’t get me wrong, no matter how good you are, how much of yourself you give them, they’re never gonna be soft and sweet with you all the time, but they do love you. if you did get sick, osamu’s gonna take time off work to stay at home and cook for you, trading off with atsumu over who looks after you. and i think if you were heavily drugged out of it, they might just let their guard down a little - you’re not fighting back against their ‘affection’ so they don’t have to act so harsh about it. there’s just something about you being all soft and pliant that’s almost domestic. expect a lot of smothering cuddling.

Hi! I just read Final Girl, (absolutely loved it btw 💖) but I was curious, if she was pregnant but in the tent with her boyfriend did he assume it was his or did he know? I was just curious and thinking about the back story! Thank you :)

so there’s actually like a few months that pass between when the reader’s campsite is attacked (and her friends/boyfriend are all hunted down and killed) and the scene where she’s pregnant and running through the woods - so the baby daddy’s one of the trio 👀

Bless your brain and all its glorious lewd genius UwU - @beany-goes-dark

ahh bby, you give me far too much credit but ily!!

Please take of yourself and stay safe ily we can wait 💖✨

on a physical level i understand this, but my monkey brain drives me to write until 4am in the morning i am not the one in control here (but shgjhjkfgjkl thank you you’re so sweet!)

Hey! I was wondering if it's okay if I talked to you about my kin list and showed it to ya? I've never made one and I genuinely have no one to talk to about it or show😅 thank you in advance

w-what is a kin list?? 👀

[aju-naisu]

wind up system. -wen junhui

wen junhui x reader word count: 1853 soulmate au where one has a clock counting down to the moment they meet their soulmate + lowkey college au? summary: and on one unfortunate night, the clock breaks. [angst]

The hour of the night is lost to you as you unconsciously flip from one side of the bed to the other, haphazardly flinging your blanket along with you. It’s dark in your room, or perhaps you barely even bother to crack your eyes open. The point still stands that the sun is still absent and so is your will to move.

Before you can drift off to whatever restless sleep you could achieve at this time, something occurs to you.

It’s eerily silent.

Pressing your face down into your pillow deliriously, you pull the sides over your ears. Nothing. The soft clicking and ticking noises that you’ve become so accustomed to have suddenly stopped.

The counter, the timer,

You’re suddenly jerked awake at the thought.

Today, at some point past midnight (you can’t find your phone. you don’t know what time it is. you can’t really find your grip on anything either. is this normal?) you realize that it’s gone. The clock counting down to the moment your life has been leading up to, the moment when you meet your soulmate,

It’s stopped, but not on zero.

(The time reads 06:10:00.)

.

It all feels like a dream when you finally shake your head awake in the morning, a rather outlandish one at that. You’re prone to waking up in the middle of the night, absolutely drunk in drowsiness and forging false memories in those moments isn’t exactly unheard of.  In fact, you’re ready to pass that it never even happened before your mind really processes the frozen numbers that seem to glare at you.

Your first instinct is to scream, but you muffle that by shoving a fist in your mouth.

You can feel the devastation literally pour over you, it comes in waves at first (each one hitting harder than the last). But, you’re sure that you’re still in denial, as the prospect doesn’t seem that terrifying yet. You don’t want to settle with the knowledge that this was how your little fairy tale ended.

‘This is such a sick joke,’ you reason with yourself, pulling yourself out from the cold covers and lethargically moving on with your morning routine. Your friends—the ones who’ve found their soulmates, they had such romantic stories to tell about their first meetings.

(You always assumed you’d have a story like that to tell.)

Grimacing, you rush around the room, throwing your clothes on in the quickest way possible. You were so excited to meet your soulmate, you even did calculations to figure out when you would meet them today. Of course, the clock is never really consistent, it occasionally stutters back and forth because it almost works like an auto-rerouting GPS. It’s just… never stopped.

You don’t know what to expect.

Ripping through the kitchen, you shove a piece of bread you pick up off the counter into your mouth. Somehow, you find the opportunity to glance at the time on your phone in the midst of everything, and as you grab the bag that you packed the night prior you decide you have enough time to get a quick coffee. You’d text a friend or two about your dilemma on the way there.

—

The cafe right on the path to your lecture hall is, unfortunately, closed for the day due to some renovations. Which means you’ll have to go a little out of your way to make sure you don’t fall asleep in the middle of a class. Tragic, but you deal with it.

It’s now three minutes past the time that it was intended for you to meet your soulmate, allegedly. At this point, you can’t help but sigh. You keep anxiously checking the time on your phone, waiting for something to happen. It’s obviously not the polite barista serving you, she hasn’t turned up much of a reaction. The countdown on your clock just doesn’t seem to move either. It’s almost become a little too difficult to swallow.

Tapping your foot gently against the ground, you thank the barista over the counter as she hands you the coffee you ordered. She gives you a small smile in response, out of obligation more than anything else.

You’re dismayed.

It would have been nice to meet your soulmate in the small, cozy cafe on campus. Cliched, yes, but nice nonetheless. It would make for a sweet story to tell and a heartwarming memory to look back on.

But, not for you apparently.

“That’s the same complex order that Wen Junhui guy gives me every morning, did he tell you to fetch it this time?”

You freeze. Which turns out to be okay, the barista girl continues anyways.

“Speaking of which, he’s not here today? That’s surprising…” She trails off. “Are you his friend?”

You shake your head in response, “I don’t know a Wen Junhui.” You say slowly.

“Just saying, you have the exact crazy coffee order as someone. It’s kind of creepy, honestly.” She turns away, ending the conversation as another customer strolls up to the cash register.

You’re left with a puzzled expression and a heavy heart.

(There’s an uneasy feeling growing in your chest.)

Pursing your lips together in a frown, you take a tiny sip from your steaming drink. You’re already running late, you notice, if you ever want to make it alive in time for your lecture you’d better run now.

As soon as you step foot outside the cafe, you want to break into a run but you soon realize that with scalding coffee in one hand it’s probably not the greatest idea. The walk is agonizingly slow, but not as torturous.

(Thoughts about your soulmate never do leave your head.)

Ah, whatever. It’s a dumb system anyways.

You regret not asking that girl about ‘Wen Junhui’ some more while you had the chance to, on the off-chance that he was supposed to be your soulmate. You know nothing about the guy, other than the fact that he had the same sugar/sweetener-packed coffee that you normally did and he didn’t show up today like he had others.

Mid-stride, you can’t help but frown. Of course, you can’t chase away thoughts of Junhui being your soulmate.

—

FROM: (y/n) [8:15 AM] >my timer stopped last night >have uou ever heard about something like that happening?

FROM: h [8:26 AM] >no.. not really??

FROM: (y/n) [8:27 AM] >ah,,

FROM: h [8:27 AM] >wait no >that’s a lie

FROM: (y/n) [8:28 AM] >???? [8:31 AM] >you gonna tell me or??

FROM: h [8:32 AM] >sry i gtg rn its important >ill text you back later

FROM: (y/n) [8:32 AM] >wait?? dude???? [8:33 AM] >?????? u cnt just leave me like that [8:39 AM] >hello???????

—

After that short-lived conversation, you went through your morning classes rather bitterly. When you check your phone at the end, it’s clear that your friend hasn’t ‘texted you back later’ yet. You’re ready to just pocket your phone and go home for the day before your ringtone goes off and your device starts to vibrate.

The caller ID displays an unknown number. You glance around the hallway, it’s been cleared out for the most part. Your thumb hovers across the screen, hesitating for a moment before you press ‘accept’.

“Hello?” With the phone pressed to your ear, you head out on your walk home.

“Ah.. Hello, is this… (y/n)?” An unfamiliar accented voice asks from the other side.

“Yes?” You frown, faltering a tiny bit, “Who is this?”

“I’m an acquaintance of Soonyoung’s, we practice at the same dance studio. I’m calling on his behalf.”

If it’s even possible, your brows furrowed even more as your expression grew troubled, “Is he alright? Is this about him?”

“No, it’s about something he said.”

“Alright?”

“Your soulmate timer, he mentioned that you told him that it stopped last night.” His voice is a little shaky and uneven, but you assume that he’s merely nervous talking to a stranger. You can’t really ignore how nasally he sounds though, maybe he’s sick? It’s not your duty to judge.

“Soonyoung has no filter on his mouth,” you groan, “Yes, yes, it did. Do you know anything about that? Is that why you’re calling?”

The young man on the other line remains mute for a moment, when he speaks up his voice almost cracks, “I have a friend, my roommate actually, he… Well, he’s never really liked the whole soulmate gimmick, if that makes sense. I… I think he was really frustrated last night because the timer was so… close.”

You can’t help but nod even though there’s zero possibility of the other person seeing you. Perhaps, you’re nodding at the coffee shop that you dropped by this morning as you walk past. You’re not paying too much attention to your surroundings as you focus more on your conversation.

“He smashed his timer last night.”

If you hadn’t slowed your pace down enough, at his words you immediately freeze mid-stride. You didn’t–

(Is that even possible?)

“Where are you going with this?” You whisper to keep your own voice from breaking. You’re not sure how much it helps, as it’s uncertain if he even heard you.

“I think I found your soulmate, (y/n).”

“Who are you even? What’s his name? Where is he?” You grip the phone at your ear with both hands, as if your vice-hold could somehow force the answers out of him. It won’t work, it doesn’t work, you’re afraid of what he would say.

“My name’s Minghao, my roommate… Wen Junhui.”

Tentatively, you take a small step forward. It’s awkward enough that you stopped in the middle of the sidewalk, even if there are seldom any people on the street at the moment. “Wen Junhui… Yeah, I’ve been hearing a lot about him today.” You sigh softly, “Is he…?”

“… I think he’s your soulmate. Did you stop by a cafe this morning? It’s where Jun always goes before his first class, as far as I know his countdown would have ended around that time.”

“… Yes, I did.”

You can hear Minghao’s ragged exhale over the phone, “I’m so sorry, Jun’s such a stubborn idiot, I should have tried harder, it’s just–” He gulps, “I’m sure you and Jun would have gotten along really well, if he hadn’t made such a stupid decision.”

(Fear creeps up your spine, you don’t want to believe it.)

Laughing nervously, you pick up your pace, trying to drown out the deafening sound of your rapid heartbeat with your footsteps, “W-what do you mean? I’m–I can meet him, right? Where is he?”

“(y/n)…”

“Please,” out of nowhere, you notice how parched your throat feels, “you can’t. You can’t do that. You can’t, you can’t, you–”

The sound of a broken sob sends your own tears spilling,

(It’s not fair.)

You never even met him, you never got to. But, is it a tragic ending if there really was no beginning? You don’t trust words, you don’t want to.

“Wen Junhui is dead.”

(The time reads 00:00:00.)